Denial

This week I’m in a heap of denial.  I have a research paper to write, due on Monday and I can’t bring myself to sit still long enough to work on it.  I don’t like to write on command.  Especially since I’m having a hard time finding material.  I have to write a research paper on “How Microsoft Office can be used in the Computer Science field.”  It’s crap, I can’t really find anything.  When I search in Bing, Google, or the Swagbucks bar I just get a lot of crap about schools offering classes on Computer Science.  MS in Computer Science.  I couldn’t have a harder subject.

Actually it’s not that bad, I guess.  Could be worse, I’m just all worked up because I am not going to be able to write the paper the way she wants it and it’s leaving me frustrated.  I’m going to have to come at it from a different angle, and I’m worried she won’t give me credit.  She’s nice enough but she’s been adamant about the title of the papers.

Otherwise I’m on time and okay, just this paper is driving me bat-crap crazy.  On the bright side, Lisa Gardner is having a book signing tonight and I’m going.  I’m gonna ignore this paper til tomorrow and pray it works out for the best.  Keep your fingers crossed

Done venting… you can move on to your regularly scheduled programming.